*Just Suzi*

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

I hope I can find more pleasure at work cause I really gave up alot for this commitment.
I find myself really whining alot since the day I've decided to take up the job. Sarah and Stef are irritated by me but if I also don't talk at home, I might just suffocate and die.
Today my manager told me something about a new plan which I have to take charge next month cause my pregnant colleague, Cheryl will be on maternity leave next week. I'm pretty excited..as least I have fun stuff to handle, and at the same time, apprehensive cause there are still alot I am unsure of, and I don't even know what are the things I need to know. Maybe I'll just lower everyone's expectations so that at the end of the day, no one will be disappointed.

I just got myself into the Farm Town thingy on Facebook which Meiyan introduced. quite fun.

 

Just me at 3:53 PM

Monday, April 27, 2009

It's me, on my second day of work. Now you see how unproductive I am.
How I long yearn those days when I can sleep at dawn and wake up after noon. I am so unprepared and un-motivated to go out to work. Not about the job or company but every morning I find myself taking painful steps to work. I know it's me, it is my problem and I can't seem to get out of this trap. I wish somebody/something can pull me out of it or I just wake up one morning, feeling full of drive and urge to achieve more at work. Until then, I hope my liver remains strong.
So after this 5-month contract, I must and will go for a holiday, back to my favouritest korea. Maybe Hong Kong along the way or some shopping in BKK again. I miss Korea badly. I miss those days when I could get up on time, feeling happy to go to work and work is like having fun. There are people I really love and I never once complain if I have to work late.

Very often recently I keep thinking about how unfair my life is, how it is my fault that things are going the way they are now. I'm so jaded of everything that's happening to me that I decided to seek another option for the last time. I'm just hoping that I will remain sane.

 

Just me at 1:56 PM

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

I had a horrendous April Tuesday at the dentist and in school.
hmmm..I'm just gonna mention about my dental visit in this post cos..well, anyway I thought I was getting my metals removed today and the crowning done but when the dentist applied this familiar-tasting gel on my gum, I jumped. I thought he read the wrong patient's card cause I was pretty sure I wasn't getting an injection. It was quite embarassing cause the nurse had to coax me and press down my arms so that I wouldnt be able to move. And the dentist lied that he was applying some medication for gums but I have eyes, I can see the syringe.
After visiting conscientiously almost every month for the past 1.5years, I thought I wouldn't be afraid of the needles and him. But I went so unprepared today. He told me that he needed to cut some parts of my gums and explained some stuff I didn't quite understand. I almost wanted to die and really(x100) regretted putting on the braces and going through all the pains and tortures.
I was actually drinking my blood all the way to school until I met up with Meiyan and Chui Khim. And I had fish soup for lunch and haha..I just realised that fish tastes just like blood.
I just hope that I can get the whole thing removed next month painlessly so that I can look pretty on Sarah's ROM.

 

Just me at 2:39 PM

Monday, April 6, 2009

Our Crab Feast at AMK last Saturday. I never knew crab can taste so good!

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Some random Bangkok pictures. I miss mega shopping.
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Just me at 10:05 PM


How unlucky can I be?

finally after 3.5 years, my laptop died.

 

Just me at 4:51 PM

Friday, April 3, 2009

These days were good filled with online shopping and sales! and I can smell more coming. hehehe.

Anyway I caught Shopaholic the other day with Yuexin, Mabel and Mari. what disappointment! Luke turns out like the tarky I imagined. I forgot who said that Luke is so charming and all. I was expecting someone looking smarter, suave..erm...sexy. hmm..but he's not that important in the show. I was so looking forward to the clothes and bags and shoes(like in Devil wears Prada) but again, they fell short of my expectation. Except that rebecca is a really colourful person.

right..it's April and I still looking for a job. I am so unmotivated, I just wish that money can drop from the sky endlessly. Cousin is coming back!! I hope I'll have time to hang out with her and that she bring me more gifts!

 

Just me at 5:25 PM

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