*Just Suzi*
Sunday, November 30, 2008
as December approaches
Exams are finally over! And I will officially join the unemployed if I pass all my papers.I was so looking forward to graduation but it feels strange having so much time and nothing pressing to do. I have this nagging feeling of uncertainty and I know that this is not going to be temporal until I sit down and think about what I wanna do. I am one who lives each day knowing that I have something to look forward to. Now without any plans laid out, I don't know how to keep myself going. A couple of months back, I was so bent on returning to Korea. And I thought that was the "Plan". But now I have gotten so used the familiarity back home and recently there are some stuff that's holding me back. Or maybe I'm too fickle or maybe I'm starting to resist change.I had 2 whole days of good sleep and I even missed my last Korean class. I took my fat Goldy out for a walk and started my drama marathon again!This coming week, I might start looking out for jobs slowly. I'm gonna go shopping with Stef and meet cousin cause she just reminded me that she is leaving in 3 weeks time! Cousin, when will you come back? Clubbing on Wednesday with some of my girls and smu friends and Jacob's farewell. Maybe swim if it doesn't rain. Read. I havent been reading since I came back from Korea. Exercise with Goldy some more. Visit dentist. Maybe bake. And meet my girls on Friday.Can't do much next week or else I wont have anything to do the following week!
Just me at
11:24 PM
Monday, November 24, 2008
what's tired + tired + tired
I am so so so tired!! No amount of words can describe how mentally, physically and emotionally drained I am. Corporate Reporting exam in the morning which I most likely will fail. I really can't do accounting! Thank goodness I didn't choose accountancy back then. Not that Economics is any easier but at least I can make sense of it and use my INTUITION. Followed by quick lunch and last minute mugging for Corporate Finance which I was confident of getting an A (my onlyA this term) but I screwed it. I couldn't do the 2 essays questions and that cost me 55%!I am so worn out to the point that I don't even feel a tinge of sadness for not doing well for my 2 papers today. I just wanna get over everything and kiss SMU goodbye.I should be home now. I planned to take a short nap before I mug EDA tonight and tomorrow but Meiyan's BF is gonna give her a little surprise later so being her nicest friend in SMU, I have to stay. Meii...if u're read my blog now, then you might be happier, earlier. haha. It's so sad having to study Applied Econometrics on her birthday but life's like that. Jayne spent her birthday doing IB project. I was a little better. I slept throughout! oh gosh! I can't wait for this week to end! Notice I decided to lump my entry together so that you people reading this will tired, like me.
Just me at
9:00 PM
Sunday, November 16, 2008
move move
Just 2 more weeks left!I'm trying hard not to feel stressed up cause Kenneth already finished his EDA term paper and was studying for the exam yesterday when I was only 3/4 page done. I am so dead.IB exam on Tuesday and I'm not prepared yet. I truly wanna do a little better than the mid terms cause this will be the last Ang Ser Keng Exam I'm sitting for and I won't want him to laugh at my rationales. EDA 20 pages term paper due on Thursday and as I've mentioned, I'm only 3/4 page done. At this rate, I have to write at least 5 pages a day. I promised to start today but I woke up late and I slept again. And finally when I sit down at 8pm to do work, I was so distracted by many things. I hope I can be much more productive. I can't seem to focus much.I'm thinking too much lately and I don't feel good about it. I really hope everything happened for a good reason. I hope this phase will pass soon.The pain never heals. It is just hidden somewhere.I want to forget and I know I should. I tried. I did try.This is gonna take a much longer process than I've expected.
Just me at
9:50 PM
Thursday, November 6, 2008
Economics explains..
I'm glad Obama won cause this proves the theory of incumbent disadvantage.
Just me at
9:12 AM
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
3 more weeks left
Just me at
5:37 PM
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