*Just Suzi*

Thursday, September 27, 2007

Today is blogging using Meiyan's laptop, in equities class. 2 more hours and it's the end of week 6. oooooo.....mid term's COMING!!

Meiyan, Weibo and I jogged to clarke Quay just now. I'm so proud of myself man. I can't believe I managed to run back to school, but I did! Meiyan said something about my makeup while jogging. She said my skin couldnt breathe that's why I couldnt run long. you know...but I have lesson in the morning so I had to put on some makeup. and thank goodness I did.

I'm in a superb mood today and only Meiyan knows why. This week isn't that bad afterall.

I'm so looking forward to the weekends and the Mid terms!! heeee..... :) x 1000

 

Just me at 7:52 PM

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

I'm blogging using Weibo's laptop now because for no reason, I cannot log into blogger with my home computer, and I think my laptop is infected with virus-es.
Weibo says I'm very excited today which I don't think so. But today is the only Tuesday I'm enjoying Ethics class. It makes more sense.
Anyway, mum's out of town and I miss her so badly. Without mum, no one prepared breakfast and dinner. No one bathes Goldy and cleans up her pee and poo. No one tidies the house.
My mum is so signficant in the household. Last night, my dad made me do the laundry with steph and him at 11.30pm. Hanging the clothes is such a chore. I hope mum is coming back real soon!!

okays..I'm going to pay attention again cause I feel so uneasy typing when Weibo is reading!

 

Just me at 9:26 AM

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Procratinators are leaders of Tomorrow!!
Shit!! Im highly stressed now at week 5!!
I've backlogged so much work:
MA homework and Game Theory assignment due soon.
IO presentation next mon.
More homeworks due.
Then Ethics, MA and Game Theory Mid Terms schedule in 2 weeks time.
I can just die.
What was I thinking of when I bidded for 5 modules with 5 exams?

 

Just me at 11:22 AM

Sunday, September 16, 2007

Hello again!! I'm still stuck in Macau cause there's a 3hrs flight delay.
I'm not enjoying this trip man. Firstly, I forgot my camera. bad omen.
Then I forgot to bring my shampoo and bath gel. And I left my toothpaste at my aunt's place.
I wasn't keen in going anyway. I seriously shouldnt have agreed so readily!!
Now I made myself so tired andbacklogged so much work.
So much for a short retreat.
I shall briefly describe this trip. I visited the major casinos in Macau. The newest and largest one, The Venetian is really awesome. very much like St. Peter although I haven't been there yet. I did not SHOPPED!! I spent all my time, tagging along for meals and meeting up with some Hong Kong aunties. That means I ate alot and kept silent all the time. Not that I don't understand cantonese, I'm just too shy to speak out. And know what, there's this aunty who thought I was so reserved and agreeable that she actually wants to introduce her nephew to me. haha.
Her nephew would probably be so turned off!!
And I had food I've never eaten and some which I never have any liking for. eh....like chicken testicles. my gosh, it looks like those mini taiwan sausage and when it's soaked in the steamboat, it shrank. haha..and turn out like mini chicken sausage. taste like egg though. I swear I'll never eat it again. I had pig legs too. and pumpkin. and sardines. Usually I'll never touch them. I just had to pretend to be polite.
The only best thing I had was watching the fireworks at Macau Tower.

okays...I have to be polite again. There's quite a queue behind, waiting to use the intenet!!
Can't wait to go home!

 

Just me at 10:33 AM

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

Just as I click "Publish", I felt myself jerking. Oh my, Im experiencing Eathquake now!1
Exciting!!!

 

Just me at 7:13 PM


Hello World!!
This week is quarter-term and I am reclutantly going to Hong Kong. This is so exciting..
my god, I wish I can turn back time. Just a few days back, I was blogging on making decision. This is clearly one bad and rash decision I ever made in my life. wanna kill myself for this!

Hopefully I can spend most of my time in the hotel, probably get internet connection to do my projects. Completing IO in Hong Kong will definitely make me feel better.

 

Just me at 7:01 PM

Monday, September 10, 2007

It is mum's birthday today. I'm quite upset for her cos no one really planned for a celebration. There isn't the mood and all of us are pretty occupied with our work. I just hope Sarah will remember to buy her a cake tomorrow.
Granny stayed over at my house tonight. I always say I want a good chat with her but I never sit down and make time for her. Even when we managed a few minutes of conversation, she's the one who's always listening to my whines. I know I will regret one day for not caring and cherishing time with her. Now she wants to leave soon cos she says she want to work! Sigh.

Some times I wish I am working now. So that I can buy the best things for people I love and I can take them around, look at beautiful things and providing them everything I can afford.
Some times I wish for more time too. I procrastinate so much and I waste a great deal of time doing unproductive stuffs. Then I panic and feel guilty, and wonder if I made the right choice.
If only life is a sequential game. I'll seriously choose the right payoffs, track back, then follow the path and live my life the way I planned. There are many crossroads in life and times when we have to make decisions. I don't know how to make choices without having to regret, living with the consequences thereafter. We often tell ourselves it is alright to make mistakes because we learnt from them, and life is a learning process. But how much failure can one take? How much trust do we have in ourselves, in the choices we make? It is more like a consolation than an encouragement.
I shouldn't think so much at this hour. I really need to take thing a step at a time.

Some updates:
I most likely will be going to Korea for my exchange next Feb. This was pain and self – degradation for some time. And I spent a precious weekend feeling down and lamenting how God is so unfair towards me, for always giving me the second choice. I feel so silly now. I guess I was more afraid of accepting that I will be very much alone. The thought of going to a country where I can’t communicate with the people there and not being able to see the familiar faces depresses me.
A good thing though, there was this study abroad fair held last week. Meiyan and I got to know some Korean exchange students, 2 of them are actually in my Game Theory class. Like I told Meiyan, we should have seen this coming all along. It shouldn’t be a coincidence to have 2 Korean Professors teaching us this term and a Korean project mate. It was a HUGE hint!!
Anyway it’s 6 months away, I'll mentally prepare myself soon.

Yuexin, her colleagues and I attended JJ’s mini-concert for some charity at Dragonfly on Saturday. Thanks to Colin for getting us the invites. I am never un-mesmerised by his voice and dimple and the way he plays the keyboard. Ms ting, I must tell you how little the crowd is and how close he is from us. You really should have come. Being your nicest friend, I’ve decided to share with you some of the videos I took. Ain’t you proud of him??


 

Just me at 1:48 AM

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