*Just Suzi*

Monday, July 16, 2007
A different Monday

I'm feeling so restless, waiting for Datastream to load the 8000++ equities. If nothing goes wrong, I'll be able to send Prof Chira my research. I promise I'll be serious and won't procrastinate again, and I hope I keep my promise.

I realise I'm quite a boring person. For the past 3 hours or so, I've finished reading important people's blog, surfed friendster and checked my emails. So, I'm left with nothing, out of my routine, to do. I wanna play some online games but I don't know what's there to play. The last time I got addicted to was Neopets, and that's ages ago.

Another 3000++ more data to go...

I seriously am idling my life away, apart from clicking a few buttons and WAITING.

And if you know me better, I don't really enjoying msn-ing. I prefer talking.

Oh my gosh!! Time is crawling. I'm so not used to having so spare time and not sleeping.

I think I'll log into youtube and watch JJ.

2500++ more....

Just me at 9:28 PM

My baby is having diarhorrea for the past 2 days. That poor little thing. I have to force medicine down her throat as if I'm feeding her with posion. I guess it's much easier feeding children than dogs. Like what Steph said, "just have to hold their nose and shoove the medicine in when they open their mouth to breathe". How do I hold my doggy's nose?? Her visit to the vet costs us a bomb. Her 1 visit can easily equates to my 4 or 5 visits to the doctor. But mine's currently free.
The doctor said that her stomach is filled with oil. Then I found out that dad fed with with rice and soup(soup we have for dinner) and sarah gave her curry!! tsk tsk.
Now Goldy can continue to lose weight with me!

Just me at 3:29 PM

Sunday, July 15, 2007
Painful Painful Day

Shit! My Excel can't work suddenly. I got a whole load of things to do for Prof Chira and I think I really screwed him. He, being a nice sweet person, only said that it is slightly off schedule but I feel damn bad. I really wonder what I've been doing. I dont enjoy sleeping 4 to 5 hours a day but when I laze around too much, I feel I waste so much of my life. I've packed myself with so much work that I can hardly breathe. What the hell am I thinking of?

My teeth is so painful and now my head hurts too. I keep telling myself that as every minute pass, my endurance level goes up abit. What have I done to myself?

Just me at 2:33 AM

Saturday, July 14, 2007

Im so hungry and my teeth hurts. I'm biting using my front teeth only and it took me more than half an hour to finish a piece of bread this morning. I think I'll suffer indigestion and malnutrition too. I practically shallowed rice with water, without chewing. Someone said it's for dowry enhancement but I might just give up.

Just me at 7:23 PM

Friday, July 13, 2007

I went to the dentist just now and I burnt a huge hole in my pocket. I took me alot of courage to make the appointment. You know how much I dread visiting this d-e-n-t-i-s-t? But I'm determined to do something. I thought I'm ready to take all the pains. So he started checking my teeth and spoke some funny terms to the nurse who was taking down notes. I got a shock with the long list (it probably is the no. of decays I have) but I didnt ask what it was about. I think it's better to know less. Then he drilled my tooth. shoosh...I immediately took back what I'd declared. I dont know how to describe the sudden sensitivity. It's just worse than falling down or getting a cut. This nerve thingy goes straight to my head and my natural instinct was to shut my mouth and move my head away. I think I've frightened him. heh. He was so afraid he'll cut my gums. So I requested for a jab and the remaining process was okay. I thought alot throughout the 1 hour. I guess I might be too rash. I don't know why I'm putting myself in this intolerable pain.

Before I left, he told me a really bad news. So I got an infection and I scheduled for root canal next week. The nurse described the whole process to me and I think I'm going to die. Cos they are removing my nerve. A slight tough on my nerve is enough to kill me. I wonder how they are going to keep my jaws open throughout. This root canal thingy will burn another homengous hole. I swear I will learn to appreciate my teeth better and I'll visit the dentist regularly, and I'll floss everyday.

For the next 2 days, I'll be babysitting my cousins - wake them up for tuitions and send them for classes outside cos my aunt needs to attend a funeral in Indonesia. So if you're free, pop by Thomson Plaza. I'll be there waiting for Jia from 2.15pm. And then at serangoon gardens from 5.

Just me at 6:39 PM

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

Our Exchange

Just me at 1:35 AM

Monday, July 9, 2007

I'm finally done with my study plan. I'm glad I got 2 tasks out of my list this week. So now, I'll just pray that I will be brought somewhere I need to go.

My week was pretty good. I made even more friends and I got myself Pride and Prejudice. I saw the collection one which ying bought from London but I didn't managed to get it in borders and kino.
Clubbing was great too, especially with my girls. We should organise more before school starts again ya?? The best thing is that my hair doesn't stink when I got home.

I went for Tarot reading on Saturday. Yeefang and I decided to test her abit cos we figured that these people often provide general remarks and then try their luck poking into emotional issues. So I sat in front of her with a very expressionless look and replied only yes/no to her questions initially. But I got a shock when her prediction about certain things were very true. She said I always want more and more, and when I got everything I realise I'm not able to handle them. It's proven cos I've yet complete my research. I feel like shit now. She carried on describing my character which at this point, I think I cannot deny cos it was the cards that spoke. Truth always hurts.
Whether it's right or not, I think the $60 I paid is still worthwhile. I feel so much settled now.

Just me at 2:30 AM

Monday, July 2, 2007
Some updates

I am so tired!! But I am trying to keep every minute of my life as productive as possible.

Apart from going to Dairy Farm, I have been rushing to school to do research for Prof Chira. I feel so bad for being so inefficient and unhelpful cos it requires that bit of trust that I could handle things well so he gave me this opportunity. I dont know what I got myself into. I could have focused on being an RA, spent more time doing research and rest whenever I have free time. I don't need another job. awww..just let me whine abit.

im picking my books up again so I can read in the train. I realise that if I don't finish reading them now, I won't have the luxury to do so when school starts. I've been book-hopping for the past few month. I got 5 bookmarks stucked and I feel disrespectful to the authors for reading the books halfway.

Dad brought me to this shop in Paya Lebar where he bought his records. I must say I was amazed by the number of records I saw the moment I stepped in. It's like a library! But I didnt manage to find the one I wanted.

I caught a glimspe of NDP 07'. Because I had to accompanied dad , I was late for the show and the traffic jam got me stucked on the roads for abot 45 mins. Sometimes I resent going out on Saturdays. Too many people and cars. now who says Singapore needs more babies?? So I reached in time for the pledge and national anthem, and finale. no fireworks! Visit YeeFang for pictures.

I clubbed for the last time with the smoker in Zouk. Im welcoming the smoke free clubs this wed!!

One last important note, my baby is finally a woman.

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Dad's 50th Birthday