*Just Suzi*
Monday, April 30, 2007
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3:58 AM
Monday, April 23, 2007
Hello world, today I found out that being able to live is just so wonderful. I shall not talk about it yet until everything's confirmed.
dear god, I seldom ask for anything. please help me through this.
I glad I did quite a number of things during this 1 week break. I clubbed, shopped, slept a lot, read a book, started on my RA work, met up with many frens, and visited new places in S'pore. My aunt had an operation so I, being the sweetest niece, helped her pick up my cousin from school and her many tuitions. I went to Serangoon Gardens. Nice place. Like a smaller version of Holland Village. I like spending an hour and a half in coffee bean, sipping latte and reading my RA notes on a cold Saturday afternoon. But I doubt I'll be going there again. too far.
I realize that there are still many places I haven't been to. One day, I'll sign up for a tour around this island. Alright, end of my deserved break. I'll be mugging in Li Ka Shing Library for the next 4 weeks which I am most willing to do so.
looking forward to Fixed Income!!
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12:04 AM
Friday, April 20, 2007
I wanted to something different today. So I went tanning at cousin's house. I spattered a thick layer of tanning oil, hoping that I will turn a little more gold but after reading half of The Undomestic Goddess, I've decided that my black pigment is not working. I give up. My skin tone is going to stay the same forever.
Anyway, did I tell you what happened when I used the Jacuzzi last week? I was resting my eyes comfortably in the tub listening to my mp3 when I suddenly feel suffocated. I opened my eyes and realized to my shock that I was almost drowned by the foam. So I tried to scoop the foam away but with so much difficulty cos the bathtub was so huge and I kept slipping. Well..If only there's someone to share the space with me. After half an hour, I got so freaked out with the never-ending supply of foam that I started draining the water. What a waste! Then I spent the next half an hour and probably another tub of water, clearing the foam on the floor. It was quite fun though. brainless. Actually I wont mind being a cleaner, for a spa.
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1:32 AM
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
not my time
I really need to start working. Not doing anything got me thinking too much, which is bad because I get moody the whole time. And overly sensitive to little things.
arrghh..why am I not in control of myself?
I really wish one day I can wake up knowing what I want to do and I'll devote all my time towards that goal. I need a drive. I'm still young. I am supposed to be full of energy. What's wrong with me?sorry to the someone whom I flared up with in msn.
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1:45 AM
wanna be just suzi
I think I contradict myself pretty often. When I was studying for the exams, I was just looking forward to summer. I made many plans but now when holiday is here, I feel a little lost. People around me are busy with their internships and jobs. I, on the other hand, am feeling so sluggish that I stayed home practically every day, indulging myself with my well-deserved korean dramas.
I’ve got so many things to do but no part of me seems working. Im screwed. I think Prof Chira will be disappointed with my performance. I am terribly inefficient as his Research Assistant. I swear until now I hadn’t read not even a single page of the guide he printed. And when 3A starts next week, I can just die squeezing projects, mid-terms and Finals together with my RA and tuitions. shit.
I need to overcome this inertia soon. Perhaps tomorrow. I shall just give myself another night of not-doing-anything.**그리움도 안되겠죠 - 세븐 se7enSmile Again ost
即使下定决心也不该这样
不知何时又想起你
或者当你听说 我现在这副模样
你可能会感到痛苦
虽然不会后悔遇见你的那天
直到现在还会泪流
现在思念也不可以吧
这个也该放弃了吧
为了让你无牵挂的离开
可是无法如预想一般
将它抹去
我们相爱的回忆 是如此鲜明
早就知道无法抹去吧
克服所有的痛苦
但是会如此痛苦
我也无法全部预知
会幸福吧 会欢笑吧
即使只有你也要这样啊
现在思念也不可以吧
这个也该放弃了吧
为了让你无牵挂的离开
可是无法如预想一般
将它抹去
我们相爱的回忆 是如此鲜明my new blogsong. i like the lyrics. it's all in the heart.
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1:21 AM
Sunday, April 15, 2007
Promise
I received a postcard from Wei Bo a few weeks back!! a pleasant surprise after my usual lonesome, tiring day. heh..I thought he had forgotten his promise to send me postcards. I'm so glad he didnt.A multitude of “promises” ran through my mind. The promises some people made. Do they still remember them? Will they continue to keep them like how I kept mine? some time ago, I lost belief in promises. I feel stupid for trusting because in the end I get disappointed. I know sometimes they are not planned and can’t be helped. But I get upset because I really believed in them.it is not just a postcard, Wei Bo brought me hope once again.
one day i will be there too
blur him
another one from my dearest ms ting
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1:09 AM
Sunday, April 8, 2007
twc finals is tomorrow and i've yet touched the readings. i thot i was rather consistent but when i look at the sample questions neil jones uploaded, my heart sank.i am really bad in time management. i reckon i wont be able to finish up ALL the readings. dead dead. plus im so dazed now because of flu.i think i should start considering exercising so that i wont fall sick easily especially in times like this.please wish me all the luck..
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2:00 PM
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