*Just Suzi*

Saturday, February 24, 2007

hello world, im so happy i dont feel like sleeping!!!
i just love today!!

 

Just me at 1:43 AM

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

the good thing about cny is that i feel obliged to do shopping especially when there are never-ending projects and assignments. this year i made sarah take a day's leave to accompany me. it was fruitful cos we havent gone out together since the tiff one yr ago and both of us managed to buy many clothes. things are good once again :)

reunion dinner was good too. we had it at peach blossom this year which is much more convenient. and the shark's fin is better than at raffles marina. reunion dinner is important because everyone makes an effort to gather together. but for me, it doesnt really signify much cos i always get to see my cousins and aunts. i care more about the yummy food i get to savour once a year.
after dinner, i met up with my girls and their guys for Just Follow Law. really welcoming for the new lunar year. we had supper so when i reached home and prepare to sleep, it was already 4am. mum got me up at 10am. i was really pissed cos i always have the thought that if i start the new year feeling tired, i will be tired for the rest of the year.
as usual i didnt eat the food my mum prepared. every year i'll hear the same compliments on how nice her food are and how lucky we are. okays, i get to eat them so often, there's nothing special. so the whole day, i finished up the whole container of peanuts and bakgwa, i think about 500g. i feel so sick now.
then everyone ended up playing cards and mahjong which i didnt join in. so i went to my room and slept. it's kinda rude la but all those who visited knows me quite well. and i was too exhausted i couldnt bother.
i think as i grow older, CNY has become different. i hardly feel excited about visiting people or receiving angbaos. i guess there's something missing or maybe it's the projects that's bogging me down.
nevertheless, it is a break which came timely and it is great for a family get-together.
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Valentine's 2007


many thanks for the gifts. you know who u are.
and next time if anyone wanna buy me flowers,can you also get me a vase??

 

Just me at 1:24 AM

Sunday, February 18, 2007
my Pre CNY whining

chinese new year is such a chore. beacuse of mid-terms i didnt help out at all until today. i gotta show a lil concern because mum is really pissed and i know she's worn out with all the preparations. still i think it's a waste of resoures -time, electircity and water.
every year without fail, mum makes us vacuum and mop the floor twice on the eve. seriously i see no point in keeping the house clean because it will be dirtied utimately. what's important should be after everyone leave. i always volunteer to clean up the mess because i cannot bear walking on sticky floor with hundreds of footprints under reflecion. i really wonder what their feet is made of. and imagine climbing onto bed after stepping on the filth. sucks. might as well i sleep the the floor right?
i think i will never throw parties if i have a house. simply cant stand dirt.

 

Just me at 10:08 AM


me and my new blog

when i first started blogging, my intention was to let frens whom i seldom meet up with stay connected with my life. i wanted to put my thoughts and experiences into words so that when i look back, there are things i can laugh at myself about. i want to embrace happy moments and keep them inside my heart. lil-wishes, that's how simple it is.
but it became an outlet for me to release my frustrations and unhappiness. most of my posts are full of angst which made me feel worse. im tired of feeling helpless. i can’t move on. im miserable cos i no longer feel pain nor happiness.
totally at my wits end.
i really wanna put all the unhappy past away and start all over again.

and so, i present my new blog – plain black, white and grey blogskin, i hope with every post i write, they'll add colours to this blog.

here's wishing everyone a happy lunar new year too!!

 

Just me at 5:13 AM

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